nothing can eplain the kind of emotions im having right this moment,
is it aches, cries or loneliness ?
i cant figure it out by myself.
maybe i've lost the usual person i am.
i need to breathe.
how long more can i hold ?
after o's , after poly , or after i die?
can anybody answer that?
am i asking for too much from you?
i guessed so,
perhaps it is.
im almost breaking a-part.
please, put me together again?
eunice.