instead of feeling bonded as the semester ends, somehow i feel distant to the main crowd.
tell me what went wrong, tell me why am i feeling so.
cuz im not a malay or maybe its just all about the language.

you know what, it sucks to be left out.
you wanna be apart of something but its so hard to maintain or keep up with it
sometimes, i try too hard to be someone else.
be of another race.
but i guess im wrong and i cannot do it anymore.
hmmph, im hurt to left out.
tell me that you need me.
i dont know what i did wrong.

from now on, i shall use my blogspot when i need to vent my anger.
firstly, she can't see, and secondly, i deleted the link off my twitter
so basically, only my sec school friends can see.

THIS IS GETTING OUT OF HAND. i wish i can slap ur face.
I HATE TO HEAR U WHINE AND ACT CUTE!
seriously, just watch out.



see what kind of a fuck face is this. seriously.
trying to ruin my life, huh?!
seriously, just go tell the whole how lousy i am bcos i don't give damn.

Seriously, stop being a fuck face. being so annoying.
JUST STOP ACTING CUTE as if people like you.
just cos you think you're in control, you can ignore me as if im not there.
JUST WAIT OKAY! i swear i'll get it back to you.
at least i know KARMA will.

WHITE DRESSES! (:


got the urge to buy white dresses! so nice and lovely, girlish! (:
i also wanna paint my nails (: but i feel that i'll regret it ahahaahaha
maybe pale brown or pink?

school was quite tiring, thank god its weekend. SHOPPING AND RESTING! (:
i miss u dearly,

dued pictures; bowling at kallang leisure mall.
while we bowled, the next lane to ours was a group of caucasions who were playing madly?! they played like though bowling was meant to bounced. then they ran off leaving their shoes all on the floor. hahaha
LOVE, eunice